failure

well so much for not being a blackout mess, lol...

after spending most of my day in bed saturday, i finally got my shit together and headed over to Kristen's where her and Megan were still getting ready. i picked up some booze on the way, had a glass of champagne there, then we T'd it over to Washington Street. next raging ensued. we pregamed for probably two hours - we all took turns on the ice luge, i shotgunned (hadn't done that since undergrad), probably took 3 or 4 shots, and washed it all down with another few drinks. not quite sure what i was thinking, but i had a fucking blast. mary's Colby people were all really fun, and i thoroughly enjoyed busting out Cher, Celine, etc. with everyone. kristen as a belated bday gift got these beer goggles that are essentially one giant straw in the shape of glasses that you sip beer through.

by the time we got to faneuil i was tanked, though not visibly aside from my glazed over eyes apparently. long story short i couldn't get into any bars. Sissy K's let me in, but then i was quickly asked to leave as i fell up the stairs going inside. thanks to that my knee is swollen and it hurts to walk! after being denied entry into a number of other places i said fuck it and sketchily got a cab ride home. meanwhile i realized i had left my keys at mary's. that was clearly a sign that in the meantime i needed to go to Natalie's and kill half a pizza while I waited for Mel to get home. interestingly enough i ran into Mary & co. at Natalie's, but I'm pretty sure I half ignored them on account of being fixated on devouring my pizza. i sat in my entryway eating until melanie came home from Cambridge and let me in. *sigh* what an evening.

i spent most of yesterday on my ass, watched 2 lifetime movies, did some work, watched the oscars, and eventually ended up at chris' after he got home from CT. glorious. this week is looking rather meh. i have 2 midterms, neither of which i feel will prove particularly challenging hence my not studying very much. i hope to see finally see slumdog at some point this week as well.